Have you ever wished you could talk with a loved one who has gone home to be with the Lord?
Recently, I was actually challenged with some “hard questions” posed to me by my sister Lois from her own last days on this earth. No, she didn’t contact me in an audible voice or as a spirit but through her journals, that I was blessed to end up with after her death.
I have had these journals for many years and had scanned through them on occasion but recently was drawn back to them during a time of questioning about my own life and wishing I could talk with her. Suddenly, one particular page jumped out at me challenging me to evaluate my own life strategies with the following “hard questions.”
1. Am I really headed where I want to go or am I wandering around with no purpose failing to seek God’s purpose for my life?
2. Is what I’m doing today really what God wants me to be doing and gifted me for, or am I “doing” to please others?
3. Do I really have a God-given strategy in my life or am I allowing someone else’s strategy to guide me?
4. Do I make initial assumptions because of what I want to be true or am I seeking God’s truth?
5. Do I practice deceptive and/or manipulative behaviors to have things my way ?
6. Am I in denial about anything in my life or am I allowing God to search me and know me, all of me, to reveal anything in me that is not right and help me follow him in His truth?
My Sister was asking these same hard questions in her last days on this earth as she was bedridden with Emphysema and I find them challenging me today.
I have been blessed with two great lessons through this experience.
First, I believe my sister would have wanted me to search for the answers to these questions earlier on than she did and to know a part of her heart that she had not had the opportunity to share with me before she went to Heaven.
And secondly, as I have been feeling that my journaling and blogging are not all that important to anyone but me, now I can see how God can use “journaling” in whatever form we may put it (a journal, a blog, writing a book, or even a personal note to someone) to help someone else who may be struggling with the same things we struggle with bringing hope to them as they see the victory God will give for our good and His glory.
I may, and most likely won’t, ever be a famous blogger or writer but as I ask myself these questions I am finding that the love of study and writing is a gift God has given me. It is my hope that one day something that challenged me will challenge someone else to ask the hard questions and find God’s purpose for them.
And my sister Lois, Well, I know from her other journals that she faced these questions , answered them and surrendered it all to her heavenly Father, who gave her His grace, wisdom and strength to accept the things she couldn’t change and to change the things she could and to know His peace in and through it all even into eternity.
And today all her questions are answered and are yes Lord yes!
I challenge you to not wait until your last days to ask the hard questions! Start today for it is the first day of your remaining days on this earth!
For He (God) says, “In a favorable time I listened to you and in a day of salvation I have helped you.” (Isaiah 49:8) Behold, now is the favorable time; behold now is the day of salvation. (2 Corinthians 6:2)